I hate the font why does he use it? And why would he say all that crazy shit someone’s here HELLO I’m Never this is a real introduction. This is my blog. I will write things. Well I won’t. I’m writing this. But I will in a sense. Like y’know what never mind that.  Delete delete delete. This is a blog and I never go outside. But I do observe so I guess that’s what this is. Observations. Of the world. An outsiders perspective. That’s me. The outsider. And look, it is sometimes important, imperative even that you seek out an outsiders perspective. And as it so happens and as I have so mentioned I am one such outsider. Anyway y’all are fucked up. Seriously and truly. I have A LOT of mental health issues and it seems that you all have them too but you like, celebrate them. Revel even. You Revel. Not rebel. Some of you should be rebelling, actually This is not a judgement. Just an observation. So…bup bup baw what else.

I love video games. I mean, y’know. I’m an agoraphobic male in their mid forties so the gaming thing kinda goes without saying. But I’m not like a psycho about it. I think I’m pretty chill. No gate keeping. No hate for anything. No weird strict beliefs about what a “Gamer” is or what the industry should be. I don’t feel attacked or threatened by the existence of certain games. These are some of the weirdo behaviours I have observed as of late. It makes me feel further isolated than I already am. Everyone has reactions and emotions I don’t understand. I mean I understand the emotions but I guess I don’t understand how, where, and why they are applied. I also tend to love the things that most of you hate. Which only further bla bla bla.

Those should have  H’s. Anyway I don’t really get political. That is a choice I have made to protect my peace of mind, which is very fragile at the moment. I’ve observed a lot of performative outrage in my time. A lot of, sorry to say, @^*%# people shaking their fist at the state of the world and then sitting out or standing by while racism and fascism proliferate. I think because they benefit no matter what and that’s IT. That’s the extent of my political discussion. (Maybe delete that.) What?? Why?? JFC ok that’s it for this one. Maybe this should be dark. Do I control that? Or will I control it I mean? (No.)